Thursday, October 28, 2010

Why cant they do something?

Found this interesting poster with this quote and I like it!


It is always the same, reach home and saw clothes not washed, plates that left for 1-5 days also can leave there unattended. I can understand the tiredness of dad and mum. But I really do not understand how come my Sis and Bro never help out at all. Sis maybe just care more about her religion and Bro maybe just still young. I am lazy at times but I hardly see them helping out. Not even like washing their own clothes that they wear or their own plates that they have used. I really scare one day I will really feel tired and leave them out by going out living alone. Not because I do not want my family but just need the two young one to understand.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

A funny kid...

Today met a kid at my counter.

He wore those kind of thick spectacles with a blur and scare look coming to my counter and said " Can I have tissue paper" then he run back to his abacus class.

A while later he come out and then he say "Can I have liquid paper".

I immediately broke into small laughter and ask him, "You tell me to take tissue paper de hor".

Then he just luagh and run back to his abacus class.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Disappointment ...

Just on MSN, my cousin told me that i borrow money from his mum? But I never did it at all. So I wonder what happen maybe just another person call Ah-Xiang. Then after talking more to him I find out that is my brother that go borrow from his mum. I do not know if my brother use my name to borrow from his mum a not, if he did that I will be super disappointed and hurt la...
Just few days back, I went to took money out from credit account to borrow him $100 and now he go borrow money from my cousin's mun? I really do not understand a 15 year old boy can spend much more than me when I still got to pay my own bills, my bike's expenditure and he just got to eat, transport, play and study. Is not about the money that I am sad, is that I am super worry for him. I really scare he get cheated or bullied outside. But he just do not want to speak to me.. Sometimes I feel that I had never been a good brother la...actually I really not good enough la.. really hope to get to full-time job as soon as possible. So that he will know that I have more money to let him have a life and not go borrow from my cousin. So many disappointment in life, here is another one. Can someone delight my life a little bit more?

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Feeling sleepy, and the rain double it!

Today, I ever felt like wanting to sleep so much. Only if every workplace got a sleeping area, I will be the super regular customer la!!!



Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Happy as the COW

Look at this picture of the cow, Even cow can be so happy! Why cant we?

Hahahaha yesterday night went to sing Kbox with Jenere and Wilson have lots of fun singing and drinking. I always believe singing or even shouting can help to keep your stress away and defintely the next day will be a fresh start.

Today one of my collegue come back from eygpt holiday. She bought a key-chain for everyone of us. She share her experience with us, and hopefully someday I could also go and vist the ancient histroy.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

习惯一个人上班

Hopefully one day. my compose will be taken by someone? Haha I know it will never happen. Just like to compose during free-time. Today at work almost nothing to do for the whole afternoon already, with our system under maintainence.

习惯一个人上班

一个人上班
忙上忙下时间停止了
停止在想念你的时候
我不停的寻找想你的理由
原来是一个单纯的陪伴

一个人上班
忙上忙下 该去休息了
还是会想念你的笑容
听这你的笑声 和你吃饭聊天

一个人上班
忙上忙下 我要回去了
了结了一天的痛苦
开始明天的重来

我很想你 你狠心不理
没关系 没关系
我想我习惯一个人上班了



Saturday, October 16, 2010

Started with two happy things!

Today, there is this 5 years old kid siting at my workplace as the suppose art class is cancel and her maid and parents have already left her without knowing. I accompany the kid and bring her home!!! I just feel like a father for that one moment.

I return a lost phone to the mother of a kid by going to the extra mile by calling the mother up.!

Coming to end of teenage life...

I felt kind of lost or afraid. The lifestyle I enjoy is coming to an end. In-fact that realiaty is always scary and never kind to one man. Finally finishing my part-time career. Is a very fufilling one throughout this 6.5 years. I have work in all kinds of job ranging from education, events, factory, restuarant, hotels, salesperson, telemarketer, bars, and cinema. I learn a lot and play a lot too. I wonder if full-time job allow me to do so? Or I will be most of the time alone, alone watching movie, alone in a bar, alone working. I got the feeling that when you are working full-time, you tends to be alone no matter what kind of jobs you are working. Of course there will be collegues but the environment will defintely be different for what I have go through with my part-time job. I do understand that after work, you still can find your friends? Is every friend will be there for you? Even if they want, but will they be allow? Will we all have the same off day, will we have the same commitment. I guess everyone know the answer. When you are working full-time, you tends to be tired more easily, you tend to put piority to your family and home, to your partner and even to your pets? Maybe only all the singles out there will feel this way too.

Really hard to submit the resignation letter but got to do it really soon.I could not bear to leave a family working environment, awesome collegues and the free movies. Hope we could stay in touch even in the light years. Although some of you have been waiting for this day to come. The day in peace without me.

Before I really going into full-time job or prehaps the real adulthood. I want to go underwater world! I had complete land, air and left with sea. Thanks to all those that had force yourself to accompany me going these places. Friends out there, got time feel free to ask me go out, ask me anywhere. I do need people around me and I defintely be there for you. =)

Have been feeling really really bad last few days. Just suddenly thought that all the fun will be ending soon althought I am out having fun last few days...I did not manage to enjoy to the fullest as I just could not control my emotions and thoughts. It have been in the maze running non-stop.

But, I think I succed walking out of the frightening maze. You might just think this is another "Emo" post. No! Not at all! It is I, Me understanding myself. I think I am more ready than anyone else.

I am happy with everything I had now, I will be happy in the future too. I plant a happy tree in my head that will remind myself to be happy each and every day no matter how bad it is. I am not going to walk in the maze without any guide, I will not let my emotions control my mind. I grow stronger every single day. The mind have to train to be stronger over anything else. With a strong mind, you kill every obstacle in front of you. I am going to live my life to the fullest like there is no second chance at all.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Its time to be serious about saving...

I know I have been telling myself to save a lot of times. Just like I have been telling myself a lot of times not to smoke that only succeed recently. Now I am going to focus on saving money. I am also going to step into the real world soon with a full-time job. I know that many of you might be thinking its too late to start saving but is better than never start.

I am going to have a book to record my daily expenditure to act as a reminder to save.
I am going to cut-down on suppers.
I am going to eat but eat cheaper.
I am going to spend wisely.
I am going to be uncle.

I am going to save my downpayment for my home soon... =)
Please support me!, of course not financially but mentally.

Yesterday, I stay over at my friend house and keep thinking of having my own house real soon.
Wait for my housing-warming, 3 years down the road I am defintely going to buy my flat and have my real home !

Have not been posting on my training process not because of that I have neglected training but my laptop have jump down the building. Is being pushed down by my brother by using a camera charger to charge my laptop. =( So now have to always thick skin to borrow from my sis to use the computer if not will be like now. Blogging during work.

I still went runing and doing push-up and sit-up regularly.
Thinking of buying weighs....