Cant wait for time to reach 10.30 PM =)

I had been doing my attachment for close to 1 month. I learn a lot about designing posters and I think my sense of design improve LA!!! I super no confidence when I was first task to design. However, my mentor is very patience with me and guides me along. Although he seem fierce and always nag at me, I know is for my good. I am very excited as the cover page I design will be used. This means that anyone with a passion card that stays under Keat Hong constituency will be able to get a booklet of upcoming courses from Nov-Mar 2011 with the cover page that I design. One more month, I will graduate =)

A rushing day, and the rain just dont help

Today reach attachment work place, then within 30 mins I went off. I saw the email my tutor send me that my overdue school fees cannot pay after when i get pay on 30/9. So, I panic and ask my supervisor to leave. Rush to my mum's work place and borrow money, then rush to NYP to pay school fees. On the way back, rain just like being friend with me. So went home, and wait for the rain to stop. While waiting for the rain, I wash clothes, plates, sweep floor, clean tables. I just feel like I am the daughter of the family. Why no one else bother to help my mum? Then 6pm went back work. Hopefully, later when go work everything will be okay. YES, TMR RESULTS WILL BE OUT !!!

PLEASE EVERYONE PRAY FOR ME !!!
PASS ALL MODULES !!!!!

Why do people like to complain?

Happy Latern Festivals To ALL.

I was at my counter, looking at the playground infront of me. I saw children carrying all sorts of laterns, and some playing with their candles and matches.
Seeing the light of candles, give us feel of hope.

Yet this particular indian guy, sorry I am not here to pratice racism. He came over to my counter and told me you have to stop these children.
I replied : "If you want, you can call the police".
He replied :" What's your name?"
I replied : "Tecksiong"
He replied :" I will complain you".

I do not understand if he is so unhappy about people playing with candle, he can just go to them or call the police instead of me working at the counter. Is not as if the children are burning my counter. Anyway, only once in a year we celebrate lantern festival. Like them too, once a year celebrate deepavali where they also need oil lamps. So please think through your head, before you want to complain anyone!

Missed being a child to celebrate lantern festival with all my friends, I had gone through it and will educate my child next time.

Quotes that go BOOM!

I am too bored at my work-place without any means of social entertainment such as FB. So I am here to share with you all inspirational quotes from athlete all over the world.

Everything negative - pressure, challenges -is all an opportunity for me to rise.
Kobe Bryant

Good, Better, Best. Never let it rest. Until your good is better and your better is best.
Tim Duncan

It's always good to go against your friends, especially when you come out victorious
Michael Finley

People don't realise the amount of stress you put on your body both physically and mentally from just the wear and tear of a season.
Grant Hill

If I don't believe it, then they don't need me on the court. I've just got to believe that in my heart.
Allen Iverson

I can accept failure, everyone fails at something. But I can't accept not trying.
Michael Jordan

I've failed over and over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed.
Michael Jordan

My attitude is that if you push me towards something that you think is a weakness, then i will turn that percieved weakness into a strength.
Michael Jordan

Some people want it to happen, some wish it could happen, others make it happen.
Michael Jordan

A lot of late nights in the gym, a lot of early morning, especially when your friends are going out, you're going down to the gym, those are the sacrifies that you have to make to be an NBA basketball player.
Jason Kidd

It will be a difficult couple of days. It's difficult now and it will be difficult tomorrow.
Gary Neville

I race to win. If I am on the bike or in the car it will always be the same.
Valentino Rossi

Riding a race bike is an art - a thing that you do because you feel something inside.
Valentino Rossi

Real freedom is having nothing. I was freer when I didn't have a cent.
Mike Tyson

When I fight someone, I want to break his will. I want to take his manhood. I want to rip out his heart and show it to him.
Mike Tyson

A Fruitful day when I go PMS

Today during attachment have lunch with one of the Zone RC Chairman. He told me a lot of his experiences and share his views about life.

First he told me in Life, The Two most important word are Persistance and Interest. No matter what we do, with persistance and interest nothing can stop us. Just do what you think is correct, there definetly going to have people telling you all the negatives so just overcome and give-in more than your 100percent. However when there are too many negatives comments, you dun stop! You wait for all negatives cleared then you pace up again.

Then after attachment went to watch DEVIL, I felt that this movie is more presenting itself as an educating movie than horror movie. Moral of the story, Is to not to do things that harm people and if you ever did it. Confess and you will be forgiven. Keep on all the lies, and there you go - HELL.

After movie, I Went PMS. Reach home with a lot of mental stress as there are too much things going in my mind. All the absortion of the education from chairman and the movie, pending assigments given by my mentor, police medical check-up and my current flow of income is too low as allowances from attachment is only going to get it after attachment. Sadly, my home did not ease of my stress but pile on. Why cant he just eat outside the room! And why eat in the room and at the bed and not clearing after that.!!! I just need to rest with some peace but end-up geting so irritated and started PMS.

However, I am glad that I still went to eat with my peers despite my tireness. As after meeting them PMS condition decrease and I am ready to move on. Thank you and sorry, my peers.

Time to sleep, and welcome the next day.

Training #10

I did 200 Sit-up
I did 50 Push-up
I did 200 Skipping-rope jump.

Attachment Assignment 1A

I have done up a few designs of cover page for the Annual of Lam Soon CC to market the CC courses. Hopefully my mentor will like one of the design when he come back from his off days. Still trying to design more.

Training #9

I did 150 Sit-up
I did 40 Push-up
I did 140 Skipping-rope Jump

Today just went back training, and I also finally got my skipping-rope. And I realised that is not that easy to jump with a skipping rope. Nevethless , I will overcome it soon.

Nothing goes right...

Wanted to go back training, in the end sick and stay at home for 2 days, lying at the bed helpless for 30 hours.

During the 30 hours, I am sub-consicously awake. So what did I think?

I think what will happen to my attachment?
I think I need to train..
I think about my family
I think about myself, like reflecting again and again and looking at the future.

In the end- I am thinking nothing.

But frankly, truthfully, honestly, sincerely, am I really that bad???
Have been single and un-wanted eversince Secondary 3 when I was 15 years old.
I can figure everything out, but I just can figure this out.
Can anyone just say you could want me if I can pay you a lum sum of money???
How much?? Let me know, it is always in the consideration...

hahaha Yes this issue did cross my mind, but nah !!! no more this kind of thinking, No More !

No matter what, I still had my family, my Brothers, my friends, my Bike.
No matter if is going to be single, married, or divorce, as long as I am positive and happy , this are just fucking status!

Time-check 4.42am, Go to sleep!

Time to go back training...

Have been really busy for the start of attachment. I got the whole month schedule for my attachment and is time to really get back training.

Will start at training #9 at 9.30 am later.

Final Attachment (IPP)

Firstly I want thank to anyone that I pray before to get my attachment nearer to my house.
I am attached to Lam Soon CC Blk 421, Chua Chu Kang Ave 4 #01218 from 6/9/2010 to 5/11/2010.

However the bad thing is that I will be having lesser time for work or training as I am not be only working office hours from 8.30am - 6pm but I might get shift work like 12.30pm - 10.00pm and even working during the weekends.

I am still positive and will strive to complete my studies at NYP.

Police officer selection acessement

Hopefully I can get through it later on, if not I just got to work harder and await the enlistment arrives!