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Merry Christmas & Happy New Year 2010

Very Merry Christmas to everyone!

Have been in HTA for 2 weeks and is going to be third week. Days have been good in HTA. I enjoy the training and things I had learn in there. However I could not post the details over here as it will be an offense to leak out official acts.

This weekend I had spent time eating MOS Burger, Pepperlunch, and Claypot rice. Watching movies such as Meet the Parents, Gulliver's Travels and Tron Legacy. Yesterday suppose to eat out but the rain just stop the planned activities.

Next week when I book out, will be coming to the end of 2010.

Let me wish everyone, Happy New Year!

Starting Full-time career in 5 days- Very excited

Sorry to anyone that is reading this blog, have been quite a while without any updates at all.
Have been really enjoying all this while after my attachment. First i work heavily before i quit GVJP. Then I have been enjoying going to the gym, swim, watching movies, spending time at home and of course with all my dearest friends, brothers and my family.

Feeling very anxious for my future as I know I have entered a new path of my life. I am also very excited as my dreams are drawing nearer, to buy a house, to allow my parents to work lesser and have more time to rest. I am really happy that all these can be fulfilled as long as I do not make any offense and pass my SPF training at HTA.

I can start to imagine of having my own room finally! You all must be wondering it is impossible for a 21 years old boy still do not have a room to himself but sadly it is true I still do not have a room to myself.
I will have a room with a bed that is at least enough for me to make 3 turns, with a television not too big or not too small, with a Playstaion3 console, with a fridge to put my wines, chocolates and etc, with a very well design display shelf that will be able to put my staffs, with air-con and super cooling fan, with a neat wardrobe and of course a working table with enough space to put a computer desktop.


I think it is very late already for me to dream all this coming true, going to sleep soon.

All the Best & Takecare ->PAU YUEN, will be sending him to Tekong in 8 hours time.

Why cant they do something?

Found this interesting poster with this quote and I like it!

It is always the same, reach home and saw clothes not washed, plates that left for 1-5 days also can leave there unattended. I can understand the tiredness of dad and mum. But I really do not understand how come my Sis and Bro never help out at all. Sis maybe just care more about her religion and Bro maybe just still young. I am lazy at times but I hardly see them helping out. Not even like washing their own clothes that they wear or their own plates that they have used. I really scare one day I will really feel tired and leave them out by going out living alone. Not because I do not want my family but just need the two young one to understand.

A funny kid...

Today met a kid at my counter.

He wore those kind of thick spectacles with a blur and scare look coming to my counter and said " Can I have tissue paper" then he run back to his abacus class.

A while later he come out and then he say "Can I have liquid paper".

I immediately broke into small laughter and ask him, "You tell me to take tissue paper de hor".

Then he just luagh and run back to his abacus class.

Disappointment ...

Just on MSN, my cousin told me that i borrow money from his mum? But I never did it at all. So I wonder what happen maybe just another person call Ah-Xiang. Then after talking more to him I find out that is my brother that go borrow from his mum. I do not know if my brother use my name to borrow from his mum a not, if he did that I will be super disappointed and hurt la...
Just few days back, I went to took money out from credit account to borrow him $100 and now he go borrow money from my cousin's mun? I really do not understand a 15 year old boy can spend much more than me when I still got to pay my own bills, my bike's expenditure and he just got to eat, transport, play and study. Is not about the money that I am sad, is that I am super worry for him. I really scare he get cheated or bullied outside. But he just do not want to speak to me.. Sometimes I feel that I had never been a good brother la...actually I really not good enough la.. really hope to get to full-time job as soon as possible. So that he will know that I have more money to let him have a life and not go borrow from my cousin. So many disappointment in life, here is another one. Can someone delight my life a little bit more?

Feeling sleepy, and the rain double it!

Today, I ever felt like wanting to sleep so much. Only if every workplace got a sleeping area, I will be the super regular customer la!!!

Happy as the COW

Look at this picture of the cow, Even cow can be so happy! Why cant we?

Hahahaha yesterday night went to sing Kbox with Jenere and Wilson have lots of fun singing and drinking. I always believe singing or even shouting can help to keep your stress away and defintely the next day will be a fresh start.

Today one of my collegue come back from eygpt holiday. She bought a key-chain for everyone of us. She share her experience with us, and hopefully someday I could also go and vist the ancient histroy.

习惯一个人上班

Hopefully one day. my compose will be taken by someone? Haha I know it will never happen. Just like to compose during free-time. Today at work almost nothing to do for the whole afternoon already, with our system under maintainence.

习惯一个人上班

一个人上班
忙上忙下时间停止了
停止在想念你的时候
我不停的寻找想你的理由
原来是一个单纯的陪伴

一个人上班
忙上忙下 该去休息了
还是会想念你的笑容
听这你的笑声 和你吃饭聊天

一个人上班
忙上忙下 我要回去了
了结了一天的痛苦
开始明天的重来

我很想你 你狠心不理
没关系 没关系
我想我习惯一个人上班了

Started with two happy things!

Today, there is this 5 years old kid siting at my workplace as the suppose art class is cancel and her maid and parents have already left her without knowing. I accompany the kid and bring her home!!! I just feel like a father for that one moment.

I return a lost phone to the mother of a kid by going to the extra mile by calling the mother up.!

Coming to end of teenage life...

I felt kind of lost or afraid. The lifestyle I enjoy is coming to an end. In-fact that realiaty is always scary and never kind to one man. Finally finishing my part-time career. Is a very fufilling one throughout this 6.5 years. I have work in all kinds of job ranging from education, events, factory, restuarant, hotels, salesperson, telemarketer, bars, and cinema. I learn a lot and play a lot too. I wonder if full-time job allow me to do so? Or I will be most of the time alone, alone watching movie, alone in a bar, alone working. I got the feeling that when you are working full-time, you tends to be alone no matter what kind of jobs you are working. Of course there will be collegues but the environment will defintely be different for what I have go through with my part-time job. I do understand that after work, you still can find your friends? Is every friend will be there for you? Even if they want, but will they be allow? Will we all have the same off day, will we have the same commitment. I guess everyone know the answer. When you are working full-time, you tends to be tired more easily, you tend to put piority to your family and home, to your partner and even to your pets? Maybe only all the singles out there will feel this way too.

Really hard to submit the resignation letter but got to do it really soon.I could not bear to leave a family working environment, awesome collegues and the free movies. Hope we could stay in touch even in the light years. Although some of you have been waiting for this day to come. The day in peace without me.

Before I really going into full-time job or prehaps the real adulthood. I want to go underwater world! I had complete land, air and left with sea. Thanks to all those that had force yourself to accompany me going these places. Friends out there, got time feel free to ask me go out, ask me anywhere. I do need people around me and I defintely be there for you. =)

Have been feeling really really bad last few days. Just suddenly thought that all the fun will be ending soon althought I am out having fun last few days...I did not manage to enjoy to the fullest as I just could not control my emotions and thoughts. It have been in the maze running non-stop.

But, I think I succed walking out of the frightening maze. You might just think this is another "Emo" post. No! Not at all! It is I, Me understanding myself. I think I am more ready than anyone else.

I am happy with everything I had now, I will be happy in the future too. I plant a happy tree in my head that will remind myself to be happy each and every day no matter how bad it is. I am not going to walk in the maze without any guide, I will not let my emotions control my mind. I grow stronger every single day. The mind have to train to be stronger over anything else. With a strong mind, you kill every obstacle in front of you. I am going to live my life to the fullest like there is no second chance at all.

Its time to be serious about saving...

I know I have been telling myself to save a lot of times. Just like I have been telling myself a lot of times not to smoke that only succeed recently. Now I am going to focus on saving money. I am also going to step into the real world soon with a full-time job. I know that many of you might be thinking its too late to start saving but is better than never start.

I am going to have a book to record my daily expenditure to act as a reminder to save.
I am going to cut-down on suppers.
I am going to eat but eat cheaper.
I am going to spend wisely.
I am going to be uncle.

I am going to save my downpayment for my home soon... =)
Please support me!, of course not financially but mentally.

Yesterday, I stay over at my friend house and keep thinking of having my own house real soon.
Wait for my housing-warming, 3 years down the road I am defintely going to buy my flat and have my real home !

Have not been posting on my training process not because of that I have neglected training but my laptop have jump down the building. Is being pushed down by my brother by using a camera charger to charge my laptop. =( So now have to always thick skin to borrow from my sis to use the computer if not will be like now. Blogging during work.

I still went runing and doing push-up and sit-up regularly.
Thinking of buying weighs....

Cant wait for time to reach 10.30 PM =)

I had been doing my attachment for close to 1 month. I learn a lot about designing posters and I think my sense of design improve LA!!! I super no confidence when I was first task to design. However, my mentor is very patience with me and guides me along. Although he seem fierce and always nag at me, I know is for my good. I am very excited as the cover page I design will be used. This means that anyone with a passion card that stays under Keat Hong constituency will be able to get a booklet of upcoming courses from Nov-Mar 2011 with the cover page that I design. One more month, I will graduate =)

A rushing day, and the rain just dont help

Today reach attachment work place, then within 30 mins I went off. I saw the email my tutor send me that my overdue school fees cannot pay after when i get pay on 30/9. So, I panic and ask my supervisor to leave. Rush to my mum's work place and borrow money, then rush to NYP to pay school fees. On the way back, rain just like being friend with me. So went home, and wait for the rain to stop. While waiting for the rain, I wash clothes, plates, sweep floor, clean tables. I just feel like I am the daughter of the family. Why no one else bother to help my mum? Then 6pm went back work. Hopefully, later when go work everything will be okay. YES, TMR RESULTS WILL BE OUT !!!

PLEASE EVERYONE PRAY FOR ME !!!
PASS ALL MODULES !!!!!

Why do people like to complain?

Happy Latern Festivals To ALL.

I was at my counter, looking at the playground infront of me. I saw children carrying all sorts of laterns, and some playing with their candles and matches.
Seeing the light of candles, give us feel of hope.

Yet this particular indian guy, sorry I am not here to pratice racism. He came over to my counter and told me you have to stop these children.
I replied : "If you want, you can call the police".
He replied :" What's your name?"
I replied : "Tecksiong"
He replied :" I will complain you".

I do not understand if he is so unhappy about people playing with candle, he can just go to them or call the police instead of me working at the counter. Is not as if the children are burning my counter. Anyway, only once in a year we celebrate lantern festival. Like them too, once a year celebrate deepavali where they also need oil lamps. So please think through your head, before you want to complain anyone!

Missed being a child to celebrate lantern festival with all my friends, I had gone through it and will educate my child next time.

Quotes that go BOOM!

I am too bored at my work-place without any means of social entertainment such as FB. So I am here to share with you all inspirational quotes from athlete all over the world.

Everything negative - pressure, challenges -is all an opportunity for me to rise.
Kobe Bryant

Good, Better, Best. Never let it rest. Until your good is better and your better is best.
Tim Duncan

It's always good to go against your friends, especially when you come out victorious
Michael Finley

People don't realise the amount of stress you put on your body both physically and mentally from just the wear and tear of a season.
Grant Hill

If I don't believe it, then they don't need me on the court. I've just got to believe that in my heart.
Allen Iverson

I can accept failure, everyone fails at something. But I can't accept not trying.
Michael Jordan

I've failed over and over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed.
Michael Jordan

My attitude is that if you push me towards something that you think is a weakness, then i will turn that percieved weakness into a strength.
Michael Jordan

Some people want it to happen, some wish it could happen, others make it happen.
Michael Jordan

A lot of late nights in the gym, a lot of early morning, especially when your friends are going out, you're going down to the gym, those are the sacrifies that you have to make to be an NBA basketball player.
Jason Kidd

It will be a difficult couple of days. It's difficult now and it will be difficult tomorrow.
Gary Neville

I race to win. If I am on the bike or in the car it will always be the same.
Valentino Rossi

Riding a race bike is an art - a thing that you do because you feel something inside.
Valentino Rossi

Real freedom is having nothing. I was freer when I didn't have a cent.
Mike Tyson

When I fight someone, I want to break his will. I want to take his manhood. I want to rip out his heart and show it to him.
Mike Tyson

A Fruitful day when I go PMS

Today during attachment have lunch with one of the Zone RC Chairman. He told me a lot of his experiences and share his views about life.

First he told me in Life, The Two most important word are Persistance and Interest. No matter what we do, with persistance and interest nothing can stop us. Just do what you think is correct, there definetly going to have people telling you all the negatives so just overcome and give-in more than your 100percent. However when there are too many negatives comments, you dun stop! You wait for all negatives cleared then you pace up again.

Then after attachment went to watch DEVIL, I felt that this movie is more presenting itself as an educating movie than horror movie. Moral of the story, Is to not to do things that harm people and if you ever did it. Confess and you will be forgiven. Keep on all the lies, and there you go - HELL.

After movie, I Went PMS. Reach home with a lot of mental stress as there are too much things going in my mind. All the absortion of the education from chairman and the movie, pending assigments given by my mentor, police medical check-up and my current flow of income is too low as allowances from attachment is only going to get it after attachment. Sadly, my home did not ease of my stress but pile on. Why cant he just eat outside the room! And why eat in the room and at the bed and not clearing after that.!!! I just need to rest with some peace but end-up geting so irritated and started PMS.

However, I am glad that I still went to eat with my peers despite my tireness. As after meeting them PMS condition decrease and I am ready to move on. Thank you and sorry, my peers.

Time to sleep, and welcome the next day.

Training #10

I did 200 Sit-up
I did 50 Push-up
I did 200 Skipping-rope jump.

Attachment Assignment 1A

I have done up a few designs of cover page for the Annual of Lam Soon CC to market the CC courses. Hopefully my mentor will like one of the design when he come back from his off days. Still trying to design more.

Training #9

I did 150 Sit-up
I did 40 Push-up
I did 140 Skipping-rope Jump

Today just went back training, and I also finally got my skipping-rope. And I realised that is not that easy to jump with a skipping rope. Nevethless , I will overcome it soon.